So all of you have found out about this and then threw it in our faces. And yeah, it wasn’t great, but the worst thing that could possibly happen is for me to become like you. You all forget how I know everything, how I am like a human lockbox. People tell me everything, and some of those people are you.

(information is edited out since some people agree that this is not right. You did hurt us, but we shouldnt go down to that level. Also please don’t be mad at me for doing this A. G. Just never hurt us like this again. However, if you do chose to hurt us again, we will retaliate. -Z)

-A.G.

You’re regretting all this now, aren’t you?

get the idea

you hurt us

STOP

this isn’t a joke

-Z

We really don’t like it,

and now you know how we feel.

Most of it,

it‘s not a joke.

This is our life.

We will take control,

no matter how many people we meet,

no matter how many people don’t do the same.

Just think about that.

Just think about it.

How do you feel right now?

Not so great, right?

-N.J.

Guys,

Read what you want but this doesn’t change a thing. Apologize all you want but this doesn’t change a thing. You still are the same people who made fun of us all today, just for being people. Just for having emotions. See you all tomorrow,

-N.J.

Why I am not good enough

Why can’t I be pretty like her

Why can’t I be easy to talk to like him

“Shush”

My anxiety scolds me

“Go put on some makeup

So people don’t think you’re ugly”

Why am I not good enough?

Everyday my anxiety plagues me

With another imaginary flaw

“Go hangout with people

so you don’t look so lonely”

“Don’t eat so much”

“Don’t care if it’s dangerous

Just do it”

“Don’t be so annoying”

“Stop being clingy”

“Don’t let yourself be happy”

...stop it

“What?”

My anxiety is surprised

Stop it

“No.”

This is my mind

My life

My thoughts

Stop it.

And it stopped.

For today.

I’ll just have to be ready for tomorrow

-Z

It’s horrible

to have something

thats just with your friends

to tell them things

that you don’t want anyone else to know

until people find out

until it all comes down on you like a tidal wave

and you’re drowning

because you don’t know how to swim through this mess

when it feels like everyone is staring at you

because they know things they aren’t supposed to

and even though no one broke their promise

to keep things secret

i still feel betrayed

-Z