Toxic Love

You didn’t see me

When we were together

You let me cry waiting for your attention

Sobbing blackout

Confined in my room

Mind was racing

With the sense of doom and bad sadness

I wish l was in a field of dandelions wishing on everyone that you had treated me better

My tears

Your actions

Caused me

Too hurt

Just look at my wrists they are screaming red

Keeping secrets

Telling no one

Closed mouth

My emotions are bent

Tears tired eyes

You didn’t see my sadness that you created

You didn’t ask me to stay and l didn’t beg you either

I closed my eyes but didn’t get no answers

I resent but you didn’t reply like l knew you wouldn’t

I could tell

You didn’t care

That l was drowning in loneliness

Every unspoken word and text that went unread

Was another stone tied to my feet

Every blood curdling scream

Was your toxicity washing away or coming out downstream

Couldn’t you see the scarcity of love in my life

Blood spilled from kerf my arms you carved into my head with your hurtful words

No matter were l go or who l love next you weren’t good to me

Toxic love

I’m currently going through a breakup l just self harm!!!