I thought we were cool, 

Agreeing to be just friends.

Then go you and ignore my texts,

I just want to hang out, nothing more.

You talk to her but ignore me. 

If you want to be with her, 

Don't continue to flirt when we see each other.

Don't continue to lead me on when you like her.

Be straight up and honest with me.

Be blunt, don't spare my feelings.

I'd rather have my feelings hurt by you a thousand times

Than for her to break my heart telling me these things.

I thought we were cool, 

Agreeing to be just friends. 

An overwhelming madness has consumed the world. 

An underwhelming sense of chivalry and care is rare and hard to find. 

The sense of chivalry and care is almost gone. 

You believe it's a friend who you made when you were little, only to realise it was the madness disguised as chivalry. 

A broken monument is the chivalry of this world. 

The soldiers fighting for our country, lay down their lives left and right, they are honorable.

My friend once said "A knight in shinning armor is rusted in their core. A humble man lives a better life then a glorified one." 

The chivalry he has is almost gone, consumed by the madness of our world. 

There always comes a moment in everyone's life where they are torn between two things,

Whether it be between basketball or soccer, 

Reading or video games,

Sleeping or homework.

There will come a day when you are torn between two things, bigger than the small things we face everyday. 

Bigger decisions will come and when you are torn

You may break. 

Being torn is a good thing. 

My advice to you is to listen to your heart.

Ignore your brain that screams logic,

Often you will choose the wrong thing. 

The heart knows what it wants. 

Why did the one that know how it hurts, turn on me?

Why did the ones I trusted lie?

Why am I begging myself to trust them?

Why am I so hesitant to believe?

Why can't I just go?

Why can't I just leave?

Why do I stay?

Why do I listen?

Why?

WHy?

WHY?

Strangers in the night, exchanging glances

Wond'ring in the night, what were the chances

We'd be sharing love before the night was through

Something in your eyes was so inviting

Something in your smile was so exciting

Something in my heart told me I must have you

Strangers in the night, two lonely people

We were strangers in the night

Up to the moment when we said our first hello, little did we know

Love was just a glance away, a warm embracing dance away

And ever since that night, we've been together

Lovers at first sight, in love forever

It turned out so right for strangers in the night

I heard she sang a good song, I heard she had a style.

And so I came to see her and listen for a while.

And there she was this young girl, a stranger to my eyes.

Strumming my pain with her fingers,

singing my life with her words,

killing me softly with her song,

killing me softly with her song,

telling my whole life with her words,

killing me softly with her song

I felt all flushed with fever, embarrassed by the crowd,

I felt she found my letters and read each one out loud.

I prayed that she would finish but she just kept right on.

Strumming my pain with her fingers,

singing my life with her words,

killing me softly with her song,

killing me softly with her song,

telling my whole life with her words,

killing me softly with her song

She sang as if he knew me in all my dark despair

and then she looked right through me as if I wasn't there.

But she just came to singing, singing clear and strong.

Strumming my pain with her fingers,

singing my life with her words,

killing me softly with her song,

killing me softly with her song,

telling my whole life with her words,

killing me softly with her song

I hurt myself today

To see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole

The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away

But I remember everything

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns

Upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

The feelings disappear

You are someone else

I am still right here

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

If I could start again

A million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way

The laughter, of people I believed to be close, echoes in my mind. 

The laughter, of people I know aren't my friends, slides off easily. 

Laughter can affect you in different ways. 

Laughter can be good-natured or mocking. 

In the end, laughter makes the difference.