A Heart
Sight the pain is unbearable
I want to stop and I will
There's no glow and no thrill
My emptiness calls
And I answer in return
It's my time and I'm just DONE
It was nice and fun
But let me be just one
No smiles in my rain
No feelings to my pain
So let me spit it out
That clump of flesh that beats
I'm not the first but it's a feat
I'm given my all and my best
But I've failed this time
Now let isolation be my rest
By: The Soulistic Chyld
Legacy
The only son of a Man from June
The 3rd for a Queen gone too soon
Blessed with 6 siblings
My story is a hard thing
13 is my number, yes the left I bring
I've lost a lot but I've found more
Thank God I'm almost 3 plus 0 yeh score
My mind is my place of refuge
Thoughts and deeds can be misused
I'm a yute that was never abused
A pencil in my hand that's how I cruise
Crossover and your left with no clue
Music in my veins
A hole in my heart left by a stain
I'm the happiest walking in the down pouring rain
A son of West yes I left then I came
Campbell to the last breathe
Remember my name
By: The Soulistic Chyld
Dr. Beat
No degrees but a doc in his own right
No CAPEs but he's my Hero
No CXCs but he's tired of overseas
Let me put it into context
My number one fan lol no contest
We aint father and son
You see him and you see me, we are ONE
I don't say I love you
Cause you know I do
Won't wait until 6 ft by 6 ft to tell you
There's no me without you
We aint family you grew us like a crew
Your musical skills are so sick it has the flu
You aged but your SWAG stays true
My role model and the man I follow
The biggest heart pops you neva shallow
By: The Soulistic Chyld
Song of The Soulistic Chyld
I was born from red dirt
I breathe and open my eyes
Humble to the core
Silence as I open my own doors
I achieve but you didn't see
You left 19 years now
You pushed me to be the best
I'm your splitting image
You're notes and keys
I'm paper and pencil
Always a middle child
Trapped with expectations
Pressured to be an apex man
All I desire is freedom
Expression, speech, essence
I bare my fangs at socialism
Let me be
That's my creed
By: the Soulistic Chyld
The Art of My Failure
My story begins in a third world country, Jamaica to be more specific. I'm the 3rd child of a total of 6 children for my mom. A woman having so little time to share as she tends to the needs of everyone and also herself. I discovered at a very tender age that I had the ability to draw, I embraced my artistic nature. It loved me and I loved it back. I had no idea that my love for Art would become a curse, how so you ask? I was failing school. I didn't know and quite frankly I didn't even know.
What was reading? I didn't have the slightest clue, teachers labeled me a failure right off the bat. My salvation came in the form of my mom, at this point in time I was living with her. My bags packed, she gave me one last pep talk and shipped me off to military school. Wait if y'all really know Jamaica we don't have military school. So where did she send me? That's right to live with my Dad, I think if you searched for the word "discipline" in the dictionary you would see a picture of my Dad. I had to learn the fundamentals of literacy, caress her with my artistic mind. Words illuminated my darkness, I absorded their rays and grew, constantly surpassing the limitations that my former educators placed on me.
I faught for my life. In a system where the weak was left behind I pulled a John Wick and just like him my educational success came at a cost. A year after my mom sent me to live with my dad she was murdered. My world became a living nightmare, I walked around with a broken heart but I had a whole mind. How am I to comprehend the complexity of loss at such a tender age? I was 10. Psycologically I was scared, my youth could not put 1 to this 0, at this pivital moment in my life I lost one of my heroes. I was now at a cross road Books or Bullets that's the reality of this tropical paradise. I opened books that took me to realms that gave rise to artistic passion that will forever burn.
Reading is more than just a skill thus every human being must be given this key to open the mind's eye. All facetes of life is impacted by reading. I'm a living example of a life that reading has changed and saved. "Reading maketh a man" as my fellow countrymen would say, never neglect the strongest muscle that you possess feed it and flex with a book.