Silence

     Silence is magnificent, elegant, grand, etc. It eliminates all the horrible sounds of life, killing each and every little noise, causing everything to be quiet. Silence is never violent. It exterminates all the things that make life chaotic... noise.

     Silence is my my … savior. Now some may oppose and say God or some other biblical character is their liberator, but mine is silence. When I need to get away from society and all of the hectic things in life, Silence is there for me. The majority of people say your friends will be there for you, but why rely on them when you have someone who will always be there for you, unlike those scums for friends I can actually count on Silence.

     Silence eases my mind from all the terrible pesky sounds of life. Babies crying, dogs barking, clocks ticking, birds squawking... people talking can all be reduced to nothing; thanks to silence I don’t have to hear it anymore. There are still some sounds I would like to get rid of though, such as my thoughts, my heart beat Thump, Thump, Thump is all I can here nowadays; it’s driving me insane. I despise the enduring thump.

     I’m aware that not everyone can experience this amazing creature though. Some people can’t witness this because they’re fighting a war, where all they can hear is guns being fired and the blood curtailing screams of their fellow comrades and foes. Others can’t hear it because the voices in their heads are too loud and control everything they hear never letting them savor Silence only letting them hear terrible screams that will never end.

     I know some can have the full experience with Silence though. I admit I’m… jealous of deaf people. It’s unfair they get to be with Silence for the rest of their lives. I wish I could be deaf I wouldn’t have to live with noise, loud or quiet any type of noise is disturbing. Some disagree and feel sad for deaf people because they will never be able to hear this “amazing” thing. Why, though? Noise is noise is… Hell.

     I don’t miss sound it’s just a calamity, it's overrated. There’s many sounds that can range from a mouse squeaking to a plane flying. The best sound is simply nothing, the sound of Silence. Although I may try and try to have the full experience with Silence, I probably will never get to hear just Silence. My life will be plagued with horrible noises until death. Death, maybe then I can hear just Silence, well if so I can’t wait until the day. I hope it comes soon. This noise is becoming too much to handle, it’s miserable. I just want the noise to go away. I’m tired of it! I will admit I have thought about ending it, ending the thump so I can engulf myself with Silence, so I don’t have to suffer this nightmare anymore. I just want to be with Silence forever.