I can. I will.
Some of us think that it’s too late. Others think it’s too hard.
It isn’t.
Seize your moment and carve out a new life from the skeleton of your old one.
It takes courage to begin. It seems daunting, I know.
In fact I’m writing this as much for myself as I am for you.
I’ve been afraid for so long.
So many days spent repeating the same cycle.
Laying down in bed with the day’s regret bouncing around the walls of my mind.
Is it too difficult?
Am I worthless?
Do I deserve this?
No longer I say.
No longer will I entertain these questions, for their answers are irrelevant.
The answer could be yes OR no and still my dreams would remain the same.
It wouldn’t alter my reason nor destroy my vision of ultimate happiness.
Aspirations are subconsciously governed by the unknown and ideal happiness which we all desire, nay NEED, for true fulfillment.
Double your efforts and discover what you want and go get it.
Will it be difficult?
Yes.
Seemingly impossible at times?
Yes.
That’s okay. You can do it because you were born into that desire for a singular ideal happiness and you owe it to yourself to achieve it, whatever it may be.
You CAN do it...
...but WILL you?
Find your WILL, and the rest will follow.
My son.
For you, my son.
You bring me more joy than all of the Lord’s earthly delights.
You are my reason; my foundation.
Upon you I’ve constructed my dreams and aspirations.
No blessing of mine shall ever ascend your place atop the mountain of my life
You are the tallest peak on this hilltop trapped in time
...and I dare not shy away from the climb
You are my only reason why
Never a greater gift has breathed beneath the sky