Mystified
I knew,
that jet-black hair
with eyes that reminded me
of the sea,
a swirling and sailing blue
that I could learn to call
my home,
and those stilts of freedom
attached and constant--
allowing him to
dance, to escape the
bounds of family
I am all too familiar with.
I knew,
that she would love him,
his smile and hers aligned
as perfectly as Orion's Belt,
and his laugh so much like
hers--
oh, how I missed that
harmonious laugh,
now replaced with
the sternness of my father's
commands,
barking and willing me
to stay hidden because
land isn't safe--
humans are dangerous.
But, I knew.
He would love me
like she did,
like Daddy loved her,
and that love would flow
as endlessly as Neptune's
home did--
reaching to places even I
knew nothing of.
When will he know?
As much as I long
to stay cradled against
the strength of a million
tidal waves,
as much sunny warmth
comes from a father's
love,
so does the crushing and
crashing of those waves
which have the capability
of natural disasters,
and I can no longer live
in the same paranoia he
mistakes as protection.
Momma would know,
and she would see those
sea-stricken eyes of the man
who has captivated my own
emerald-embedded eyes
which resemble his home,
and see that even moon and sun
share the same sky.
Part of his world--
it was all just in reach,
only the distance between
star-crossed dreamers,
land and sea,
in the middle of
a moonlit waltz.