From The Abyss
1.There comes a moment when the pit is too deep, its walls groove around the peak, and amongst those who’ve toppled the summit; lays another trench and moreover- another pit.
2. The pain devours my being...
There is not a time that allows it to simmer...
Raging, it wants to take,
It wants a kingdom!
I tell it to die
It tells me one more bite.
3. The bridges burned, one after the other.
The horrid
spectacle that was composed
traumatized my eyes...
In regards to my present,
I can not say what it is that keeps me stable.
4. Down the corridor of madness
I decide happiness
is a mudslide,
For nothing is worth the content;
Flames are better at insurmountable heights,
so precious,
decadent,
and engulf it all
without a flick
of mercy.
5. Flames below, flames below
in the pit where souls
are kissed by lips of darkness
in a constant
field of opaque,
And when they shout?
What shout?
There are no ‘they’
in the flames below, in the flamed below
in the pits where souls turn from yellow
to heaps of ashes…
Eternity is an eye,
watching as time passes….
In my death bed,
ensure that those scarlet lips
satisfy and pacify
my scorn,
Lips of Darkness, not seen,
But worn.
6. Like a cage.
What Are you
holding back?
7. Rain I thunder…
Insane in my own way,
Waiting for that strike…
Everything backed to the back…
The tracks don’t stack,
they spin and fade black…
Wondrous beams parade the city,
Dangerous flings stomp and march
far far away…..
8. When the hour finishes
and closes its jaws shut,
What remains of the oddities I’ve traversed?
9. An emotion so satisfying dances out
from me.
So I smother it…
10.Purpose, what, or rather which does he serve?
Lurking verses,
disarm,
The weapon is drawn, the cowards they run,
where is this sun?
Maybe the light is at the end of this
gun.
11. I dance with light and curve its madness,
not a ray plays me in disarray:
Where has the dark brought me?
12. The pen dips in the container of darkness,
it raises from the bottle in seconds,
left on the pages are black scars,
they’re hurt from the words that
were spilled...
13. Gone are those who launched you in this abyss,
See the rocks,
they wish for your return...
The coals are glimmering, bounded,
we swim in the hell below.
14. The circles in this mind are never ending, an infinite loop of disgust and hatred!
The vile tongues lure the bastards forward.
15. Dark tablet, stored with madness,
Etched by maggots,
left in the dragon...
The curves manifest, the words, O, how they plead unrest.
Two eyes, heavily set on you,
they want your secrets....
16. Move with it, slide across it, the cup is dark and the hour is stopping...
Cover my tracks and traverse my lies...
17. Entrance thy, dance without bricks, and hope that the hour is betwixt eternity and dawn.
18. Cower and hide...
Bow to me now!
See the sea’s sound...
Drink the breeze
and breathe repugnance.
19.The hour is dim, the locks are in, the entertainment will soon ensue…
Soon……..
Within this frantic realm.
Lonely Thoughts
20. Introspection,
O’
Mindless intervention...
Listen well, down they trail...
Doth thou mind me?
21. The innumerable theories
twist....
then bend.
22. Rather I?
In your eye, I see death.
Repressed, you disgraced
pest.
23. I’m sickened by this foul character of mine.
24. Give me tomorrow, give me the next, please feed me more!
I can’t help but being vexed.
25. How is it that not a single page has driven you insane?
26. Here I-
Here we sink.
27. I look back at the mirage
and wonder if these steps
were worth it?
28. There’s a pain in my lip,
should I bite it?
Let the blood ooze and drip
Seemingly ecstatic?
Or would it be better if the agony pierced tenaciously
until it vanished?
29. Silence is a dying thought....
While it expands,
it is suppressed by emotion;
My sentiments are tracks
Moving the fraudulent locomotive.
30. I thought of you yesterday,
but you died.
31. Closer to hell,
A thought blinks into existence,
Molten steel
burdens my structure,
I hold all that was and is
in a gleaming arena….
Possibilities shatter…
32. Home alone- all alone.
Waking vacancy,
Constantly waking me….
Make me a wish
Make me a bracelet,
Tell me i’m fine,
Write me a better line….
33. Any idiot could live life.
34. My conterparted evil,
Sinking, drowning,
Freely falling feeble.
Does this life seem enough?
Constant mood swings and thoughts of love…
Yesterday is gone, tomorrow is done…
Remember that net which kept you going,
Never caught,
Just always running to be taught.
I don’t take darkness lightly,
But somehow it spots
me nightly.
36.The words are constant in my forethought,
Rigid in character,flightless in possibility.
Surging like water, infesting the mind, crumbling
the remainder of my time...
37 The dragon sweeps the night
crawling maggots etch the Doctrine,
what remains are words dripping,
Dripping of darkness,
For I am locked
In the realm of the tiny devils,
Traveling amongst what remains….
Once a mad man, now a lone one,
My fate is lost,
My hate….
It costs…
Sweet Kiss
38. In a glare of time she was loved; In a stare she was deemed void: Who is she?
39. I presume you’re there?
Yet I don’t see you...
40. Let her sweet kiss pervade...
Lips of Darkness,
Sweet and bitter,
like lemonade....
41. How she fades through the walls...
A name whispered.
Without emotion she is but an image,
with a pumping vessel, she manifests beyond the little universe that births stars by the billions...
42. The darkness is dumb...
The darkness loves none!
Through your infatuation
you run....
43. The monster- he runs.
The languid denizen- loves
none...
44. What is love?
Who is that placid beast?
Yes, he sleeps....
Yes he feasts,
Yes he does as the rest when life is left, not at its best;
He hunts when the
jovial heart is under duress.
45. I see the blood drip,
It is no longer yours: I contain your essence.
46. The poet elevated by madness and darkness
The poetess casting a shadow by beauty and light…
Their harnessed by
the eye of sanity,
Collecting memories as a book words,
weathering and eroding
into the eve of destruction.
47. Regress forward oblivion.
No purpose than the one he gave.
A renegade in the tower
by the lunar serenade,
Watch the stark shadow fade away…
48. In the Dark Tower,
the tunnels collide...
Crashing and passing.
My heart dies.
49. I hear the heartbeat ache from the pestilence,
I want to climb down to the center of the commotion,
but I’ve been left breathless; there she flies across my warted body, with soft angelic skin,
feasting on the remains of
my boundless helm:
where are you wandering thoughts?
50. Love is Death; Then how am I still living?
51. Love devours stupidity, then vomits tranquility
52. Dear beauty,
You’ve crossed an arc,
split it with a vast sentiment...
Grasped by the chains I seem locked...
Although my heart was racing, beating, pulsating..
It seems the sound was not loud enough...
Let me remain somber...
53.Red lips,threaded hips,
vicious heart,
stone and bone dust,
rusting in drained love,
what fights better than the scars;
what infiltrates better than self-loathing.
Months of despair, and suits I can’t wear,
You’re an idea,
Planted somewhere,
I would find it, but I’m no scavenger…
54. Here and there, lies are veiled.
Through the storms
lies compel.
55. Excess pain leaves her abandoned cove,
so worn and alone...
The tremors seek passage in the storms to a better home...
56. Are you lost stranger?
Where is that street which bellows,
on that you sit mellow.
57. When the lights are down and out,
When the dancers have swung their omens,
Last night a dream appeared
Hearing it now: That’s my fear…
The carpet was elegant and the darkness
was departed.
Beat me down and dead
Beat me down and hear-
tip tap tip tap tip tap tip tap tip tap
tip tap-
Onward the hi hat shrieks.
When the night finds
Open minds
Hearts burning
And yearning
It leaves them a corpse.
Nightmared Heart
58.Sleep is a teleporter....
59. A heat wave inspires the collapsing
spire,
Around the chains of midnight,
a hair raises,
skin boils….
Little shavings of life
expel.
There,there, a tumble of air
swoops below…
Patient wall-patient wall-patient wall
After fall is all gone,
in the fight of spring and summer
a heat wave inspires,
down and out, the
wind’s low breeze
grasps the shadowed
spire….
60. Sleep the night,
why should one?
It only wants!
It truly breaths down past the evolving
streets...
61. 11 P.M-I persist, my eyes will remain, but...
12 A.M-not a moment goes by when sleep petrifies
1A.M- not a moment interrupts my fist’s deposit to the patient wall
2A.M- The weariness is a parasite drinking away, I’m no buffet, but go on anyway...
3A.M- not a moment runs,leaps,crawls, or spins away, but the light is 3 hours from today, so I’ll just stay crazed….
62. Shadow and Sky,
Shadow and Sky…
sensations of evil
Here and nigh...
63. I’ve dreamt a sorrowful dream,
where clouds clashed, and never departed!
The velvet stream
of my charted
seams,
curl down toward the violent springs.
64. The covers are enough to protect me from these demonic winds.
65. Little Devils, little devils-
Scrambling inside,
Little devils, little devils,
feeding, and teething
each side,
Little devils, little devils,
dwarfed toward the magnitude of insanity,
rotten as ever,
Each microscopic mite
devours each delicate site…..
Little devil, little devil,
a soldier, a demon, a rebel….
66. My bed is a furnace.
When I turn,
It burns.
67. Tick. I live.. Tock.I breathe...Tick.I detest...Tock.I’m Scorched...Tick.Why?
68. I dreamt of insanity in the ambiance of night.
69. Not a moment grows darker.
The sound lights and motionless nights,
Screaming for redemption.
Silence for all
blasting shots of violence
as they fall.
Rather than hear the cries,
You release the lies like
blood-sucking flies.
70. My best is when I’m tied,
regardless of my restraints,
my mouth still flies,
hope you can catch the lies
as they dive.
71. Lick the pages of death, let them silence your tongue.
Waning Radiance
72. The Golden Leaves are ever-changing, within these hollow trees
stands a group of thieves.
Luscious things...
where are you?
Coveted wanderer,
where does your mind take you
on this shadowy night?
73. Structure of the inevitable, build a single road...
Cover the sunset- for it is done
with...
74. The rubber burns to fumes, and when the limit is pushed,
I dive into the darkness...
75. The ambient light pulsates across the empty air, not a slight tremor can be heard; For the darkness has consumed us all.
76. Hear the universe call: Don’t let it echo.
77. Flames astonish,
Broken heart and Purple bonnet,
Streaming gold and demon’s scold.
78. Feel the light breeze energize...
Don’t exhale yet.
Hold tight to each famished whisper...
79.Darkness assembles monsters in the vacuum of time.
80.From your lips words are uttered and then
violated.
81. The daylight waited patiently,
past the reflectors
and demagogues,
glowing in motionless hope.
82. We’re covered in bruises,
don’t you see them?
83. The pain is livid- in atrophy...
I’ve discarded reality, I’ve left toward the gates of
freedom...
84. Grey Silver fumes
run my light-less room...
Do you hear that?
Or do you even care to listen?...
85. Crimson flutter,
Broken sight,
Constant flight…
Light-to-Light-to Light,
Tunnel’d mind…
Scurry,
The maze has us lost,
Worry not……
86. I’ve existed with the stars far too long,
So far gone…
Yet this black hole keeps pulling me closer to
darkness...
87. Wander through this plundered town,
where dust settles,
and dark thoughts wrestle.
88. The strangest chapter of all,
Revolving,
This is a revolution…
Let the streaming emotion dive off the ledge
And live in constant face of darkness…
Arise.
Insomnia
89. Knock on the door of madness.
Pound on it, but don’t peek..
Panic, but don’t speak…
90.The violence is illiterate...
How it fumbles in speech..
but succeeds in entertainment
91. Now can we wait?
Darkness sits upon this plate...
Shall thoust feast?...
Never mind, just have a
piece.
92. I want to be sick with knowledge!
93.Twist the page and read it right...
The knowledge festers.
The thoughts flow...
Never do they linger..
94.What words do I want,
what words do you need?
95. Are you talented at the art of making words hate one another?
96. Go be a poet,
Go be a killer,
Go be a Satanic worshiper
But let me eat my dinner.
97. Drink a potion made from natures nectar, delighted by this very scripture...
It’ll silence damned tongues like
tricksters.
98. The words fill my cup well,
I will drink till I am drunk
with knowledge.
99.Cover your eyes...
That Land of milk and honey...
It sounds pleasant, but
where is it?
In what era has it been trapped?
Maybe it was never meant to be found...
100. Passionless vigor,
Drained in time.
Love couples greatly with a divinely
frosted mix,
Betwixt dawn and thine,
Betwixt dawn and thine,
Darkness unravels
down the monstrous
bursting grapevine