O Day, 

You are both Night and Daylight,

Both Moonlight and Sunlight,

And both Cloud glare and Starlight.

You are both Moonrise, and Moonset,

And Sunrise, and Sunset.

You are the turning, cooling and burning of the skies, and the rise and fall of all the heavens, even every galaxy and planet.

O Woman,

You are my Day.

Kalvgv

I never thought I'd get into a long-distance relationship. I never believed in them; "you can't ever truly get to know someone, you have not met in person," I would say. But then, this woman just waltzed on into my life like she owns the place, and "rearranged the furniture" of my life. We started talking on Facebook, and we fell in love.

She lives in Sweden, and her time is nine hours ahead of mine. The best time, for both of us, to talk via Facebook calling, was about dawn or sunrise my time. I get up before dawn anyways, to pray and meditate. But because of her, I began to look forward to every dawn.

Kalvgv is a Cherokee word for "sunrise." So "Kalvgv" is the nickname I gave this woman. The dawn and sunrise became symbols of her, to me. When I see the sunrise, I see her.

The sun and the sunrise have become symbols of Kalvgv. They were already symbols of the light and heat of GOD. They were already symbols of the love, passion, and power, by which GOD creates life. Kalvgv became, in my mind, a sacred woman incarnation of those things. 

I stand in the middle of a rushing, raging river.

The wind ravages my wild hair, and blusters violently against my nostrils.

The water grips my shoulders, my neck, and my chin.

The trees surround me to the left and to the right.

The birds are singing, in the trees, far beyond my sight and reach.

Their songs are useless to my eyes; I cannot see the singers.

I am growing weary.

I am tempted to surrender to the river.

The river wants to carry me away.

But the riverbed grips my feet.

My feet grip my body, and my body grips my mind and heart.

My mind and heart grip the shores, and the shores grip the trees that grip the birds. 

The birds grip their beautiful songs.

Their songs grip my ears. 

My ears grip my mind and my heart.

So the riverbed passes each foot of mine forward, from fist of mud and water to fist of mud and water, until finally, mud and water let go, and the dry ground takes hold of my feet.

The riverbed passes my feet into the grips of the dry ground.

The dry ground passes my feet into the trees, and the trees surrender me to the birds. 

The birds take grip of my eyes, and pass my eyes to their songs, which have already gripped my mind and my heart.

But their songs spoke to me, saying, "you do not belong to us."

"You do not belong to the river, the riverbed, the dry ground, or even the trees."

"You belong to yourself. Go sit with yourself."

The birds looked back to the river.

The river's song gripped my ears, and said, "let my voice carry you, not my body."

"Surrender to the dry ground, and my voice."

So the river's song carried me to the dry ground at the edge of the river.

I sat down on the ground, and let the river grip my eyes.

Then the river showed me something.

It showed me how it passes by.

No matter how turbulent or calm the river may be, the river never stays.

The river continuously passes on.

Space, time, distance...

And energy.

A place for things to be,

A time for things to be,

An expanse in which things can be,

And the movement of things that can be.

What separates me from you?

Not time; it may take time for my material, or rather, congealed-energy, body, to reach you...but it takes less than a second for my voice to reach you.

Not space or distance; my voice instantly reaches across them to you.

Not energy; I never tire of talking to you.

In a single instant, the full force of my love for you, flashes across the fabrics of the universe to you.

Nothing separates me from you.

By brutality, and turbulent torture, 

Abhorrent abuse, in me was created my demonic pantherian creature,

Born by malice, marred by sexual sins against me

Now, as bodies made of water crave water,

And bodies of salt and silicon crave salt and silicon, 

My demon craves carnal abuse and slaughter,

That to sensually satisfy the hateful hunger of my demon,

I dream to despoil mankind's daughter.

But my demon remains still unsatisfied, 

It craves more than to punish; but to be punished,

That by pain alone, he absolves me of my guilt for the wrongs I've done,

Which cannot be done by just anyone...

You alone invoke my demon's pleasure, that he purrs not for all women;

You alone can pulverize his pain, and provoke my demon's prusten.

Even as you killed me,

You were so beautiful.

I never needed to worry,

Nor sleep fretful,

About the climax of my soul into Heaven AFTER death;

My death WAS Heaven.

I writhed with painful pleasure, purring to the pulse of death through my veins, draining into my last breath...

To die plugged into you, oh woman!

Electric currents throbbing through the two of us, clamping your legs tighter than ever before around me, 

Thundering through me, my hands clenching your knuckles, my cock piercing you like lightning pierces the sky,

As our bodies burn together, smoldering, the most erotic necrotic tantalizing aroma arising, like the scent of Arizona after a stormy rain, painful expressions of the purest pleasure and beguiling beauty arc across our faces as my death discharges into you...and together we die.

I don't just love you.

I am you.

My mind is one with your mind,

My heart is your heart,

You carry my spirit on your every breath.

Yours, are my life and death.

Sometimes, I am deeply engrossed in thoughts of GOD,

Thoughts of science, philosophy...

Sometimes I am an intellectual gnostopod,

Sometimes I am an observer of humanity.

Sometimes, my mind is focused on so-called "higher" ideas, like sciences and arts;

But, other times, I enjoy thoughts of a woman's body parts.

Other times, I'm horny

Other times, I am engrossed in... rather gross and wonderfully disgusting thoughts...

My mind ought not be judged solely by my erotic agastopia.

The depth of my mind and width of my heart are balanced by the weight of my mental erotica.

This is a philosophical argument I will make. I am going to present a logical argument to support the theory that GOD is all energy, as a collective singularity. 

Premises:

1. The Laws of Physics state that energy cannot be created or destroyed.

2. Religion states that GOD cannot be created or destroyed.

3. Energy is omnipresent. Everything in this universe, including matter, is energy.

4. GOD is omnipresent.

5. Energy is omnipotent. Nothing can happen in this universe without the necessary energy being present.

6. GOD is omnipotent.

7. Energy is the doer of all things. If the necessary energy for something to happen, is present, it will inevitably happen. That is because energy's nature is to act. This is in accordance to the Law of Conservation of Energy, in physics; energy is never wasted.

8. The Scriptures state that GOD is the Doer of all things.

Conclusion: Energy is GOD. 

Conscious GOD; Conscious Energy?

GOD, by definition, is a conscious entity. GOD is omniscient; all-knowing. Is energy conscious? It could be. Let's compare energy to the human brain; in a human brain, a single neuron is not conscious by itself. But the whole brain, consisting of many countless neurons and many countless other mechanisms, is conscious. The consciousness of the brain is a collective consciousness. It's also a collective singularity; although your mind is a collective consciousness, you don't perceive yourself as a plural. You don't refer to yourself as "we" or "us." But the consciousness in your brain, is an energetic epiphenomenon. Your consciousness arises from the functioning of your brain, and what makes your brain function is electromagnetic energy. In fact, it is the electromagnetic field, which surrounds and fully interpenetrates your entire body, that allows, causes and regulates every single function of every mechanism of your body. This field contains all the information required to construct every one of your organs. Everything in your body is constructed in accordance to the information contained within, and transmitted by, your body's EMF (electromagnetic field). Consciousness arises as the sum of countless electromagnetic impulses occurring throughout your entire body. 

The next point to be made here, is that energy contains all the information of the entire universe. Information, is knowledge. Consciousness, or awareness, is the possession or containing of knowledge or information. Therefore, energy is conscious in the sense that it contains information. If you add together all the energy in the universe, you will get a sum that ultimately contains all the information or knowledge of the entire universe. Therefore, collectively, all energy knows everything in this universe. In fact, I find it reasonable to conclude that, since energy exists throughout all the infinite universes, energy collectively possesses all the information and knowledge of all the infinite universes. Basically, energy is omniscient; it knows all things.

The Divine Plural:

The Old Testament and The Qur'an both have GOD referring to Himself, often, in the "Divine Plural." The Divine Plural, is when GOD refers to Himself in the plural, as "Us," "We," "Our," "Ours," et cetera. None of the Scriptures ever offer any explanation for this. But over time, people have tried to explain it. The traditional explanation, is that GOD uses the Divine Plural to express His majesty. 

But if we assume that GOD is energy, then it makes more sense. Energy can be a conscious collective singularity. GOD's use of the Divine Plural would fit right in with the theory that GOD is energy, where all energy of the cosmos acts and functions together as a great, conscious, omnipresent, omniscient, omnipotent collective singularity. 

I'm not actually done with this post. But it's good enough for now for my readers to get started on the topic mentally.

I am GOD, and so are We. We are the Supreme Collective Singularity. We are the divine plural; both gods, goddesses, and The GOD. As one We act, think, and feel. We made Myself the ultimate ingredient of all things. We, are ENERGY.

We have always just existed. We were never created, nor can We be destroyed. But We become manifested in various forms. We did not originally have any reasons for anything, since We are without any needs. But to act is Our nature; We must move. Therefore, We invented the first reasons for things, in order to guide Our actions. We guide Myself. I am self-guided. So I, We, chose to create a multiverse, full of many universes, based upon the basic laws We designed that would guide Our actions as energy. These laws became the bases of the laws of nature in every universe; the laws of physics, and the physical constants.

We created one universe in which matter - congealed energy - occurred. We created that universe, and many planets within that universe that harbor living manifestations of Us, in six sections of time. In that universe, a special planet was created; the planet Earth. We created an unusually intelligent manifestation of Myself, that came to call itself "humankind." We taught them language and numbers, and they came to measure time in reference to the motions of their planet Earth around their sun, as well as its rotations upon its own axis. They called a single rotation on that axis, a "day," and a full journey around their sun a "year." But it was Us Who inspired this knowledge in them. Our six sections of time in which we created their universe and their planet Earth, are equal to approximately 14-billion of their years. After Our six sections of time, We no longer needed to create anything major in their world. So in the seventh section, We stood back.

The sixth section ended approximately twelve-billion of their human years into the life of their universe. By then, their Earth was about two-billion years old, and all but about two-percent of their planet Earth was covered in water. So We sent energy from their sun, in the form of heat and light, to heat up the gasses in their Earth's atmosphere, which had clouded their skies and had been blocking the sunlight. The gasses heated up, and expanded, but then We let them cool, and contract. We repeatedly heated and cooled them, making them expand and contract, like a breathing chest. This created wind. The wind was Us manifested as another kind of energy, just like the heat and light.

The wind began to blow across the watery surface of the Earth, and the gasses began to burn and transform. The heat could finally reach the water, and the water began to evaporate and lift up into the sky. The great ocean covering the Earth began to shrink, and more and more land emerged. The water that evaporated, and lifted up into the skies, collected and turned into clouds, making masses of water above the land and above the water below. We had begun to create tiny cellular life forms within the new mud on the wet land, and in the water. These in time evolved into fish and bacteria and many other creatures in the sea, and the land. And there was carbon gas in the atmosphere. We wanted to transform it, so We caused plants and vegetation to evolve on the land. They breathed in the carbon, and breathed out oxygen.

But the plants and vegetation would eventually run out of carbon, so We caused the sea life to evolve into land creatures, to breathe in the oxygen and breathe out carbon for the plants and vegetation. In this way, life spread from the seas onto the land. The evolution of life was guided by the laws of energy; energy does the most it can, with the least expense of itself. We are energy. We conserve Our self, and accomplish the most, with the least. This is how We designed life and the many universes. By the end of the sixth section of time, the sky had cleared, making the sun and moon visible to the primordial humanoids; in that way, We placed them in the sky.

When We had evolved the humans, We evolved them from previous forms, in accordance to a balance of nature We designed. Over time, many forms existed that came and went. Eventually, there came to be two forms; the Neanderthals of the north, and their Cro-Magnon cousins. These beings had evolved, like the other life forms, from the first cells, which evolved from protocells that developed from amino acids and other chemicals that had swelled and pooled within the mud of the first landforms uncovered by the water. Thus the humans had been created from clay, and shaped over time by the process of evolution, guided by Our energy and laws.

But other life forms had already been created by us, before any physical beings were created. We are, as We have said, energy; all energies that exist add up to a great conscious collective singularity. Just as a single neuron in a human brain is not conscious by itself, though the whole brain is, so all energies are collectively conscious, even though any single particle of energy by itself is not. Energy is awake. Energy itself is life force. We allowed clouds of electromagnetic energy, or light, to develop and become conscious. These beings of light were called “angels,” and We used them throughout this universe to do many things; to heat up gasses and create wind, or to illuminate the darkness of space, or to transmit information, and many other things. On Earth, they would drive the winds, and operate every function of nature. We created them before this universe was created, but We wanted to create more and more of them in this universe. So We created stars; great masses of burning gasses and metals, that generated massive amounts of heat and light. Angels are made from that heat and light. The ultimate difference between angels and humans, is that humans are like angels that have material bodies. But the body is made living by its spirit; the light that allows every mechanism in the body to function, and the heat too.

We then wanted to make the humans more advanced. The Cro-Magnons had the capability to develop speech and greater intellects, but the speech remained dormant within them. So We sent down human-like beings We had similarly created on other planets, that were far advanced in knowledge, and We had them manipulate the genetics in the Cro-Magnons. A Cro-Magnon boy was born who, as a result, was smarter. He grew up and began to speak, and began to name things. We inspired language in him. He is the one who chose to call humans “humankind,” and he named himself Man. We chose him to represent Me to his children, and to represent his race to Us, to Me. But then We told the angels to honor Man and his race.

One of the angels rebelled, saying, “You created him from mud, and me from fire. I am better than him, and I will not honor him.” That angel was then named The Adversary, because he rebelled. We thus banished him from leaving that universe. He wished to prove to Me, Us, that humans are lowly creatures. So he incarnated himself as a snake and visited the humans to tempt them to commit lowly actions.

On Earth, We had created a special region that was rich and fertile. This was in accordance to the balance of nature. There were mountains, and two special species of trees were created there. One was a fig tree. The other, We will not tell you. Man was living in this region. He had no wife; no Cro-Magnon woman was like him. So the advanced beings We had sent down before, We sent to take some of his DNA. They put him to sleep, surgically removed one of his ribs, and used the rib to grow a woman. They sealed his wound. The woman they created became his wife. She was called “Mother.”

We had designed Man and Mother, to think carefully about their decisions. But this program in their minds needed to be activated. So We told them “You may eat from any tree, except this fig tree.” We knew The Adversary would come and tempt them to disobey Us. We allowed it to happen. We also carefully chose the fig tree, because We designed the fig to be an aphrodisiac; a food that inspires the humans to have sex, so that more humans would be created. This way, the spread of humankind was sped up.

The Adversary came as a snake, and tempted the Mother to eat the fig. She fed some figs to Man, and they became sexually aroused. They removed their clothes, and had sex. So We commanded them to leave that region, and they spread across the Earth. In this way, We created the universe, then the Earth, and then the modern human race, which eventually overtook their Neanderthal cousins.

Thus were the ages of creation.