Getting Closer to Oblivion…

Pondering on cold nights,

Reaching to believe in what you share.

Feeling for heat through the moment,

See if you bothered to care. 

Searching your eyes,

For answers that I constantly crave.

Why do you wait so long?

When my heart is yours to save.

I’m wasting your daylight,

Trailing behind you with hopeful signs.

For the love of God, turn around.

I’ll only hold your sun for it to shine. 

Maybe you’ll find me buried in shadows,

Cast upon by your hesitant fear.

Love, I can only wait so long,

Before the message is clear.

When tomorrow comes,

I can’t be bothered with your morning. 

And when I bleed out, 

I won’t be bothered with breathing in.