The worst way my pretty little angel broke my heart wasn't by cheating, lying, or anything typical it was simply disappearing.
When you're in the beginning stages of being with your soulmate it isn't easy.
Sources says that one of you is stable and the other is a runner. So indeed this is what he did, run.
He would just up and leave... at first for two week, then a month, next two months, finally three months.
But this is how we determined that all we needed was each other because he kept coming back.
So, in those days when he was gone I would wash my pillow and my face every day and every night. Even walking the hallways in school with eyes that were ready to crack.
And I would plead to his spirit to come back because my soul would be aching. I would be screaming in horror to the terror of the burden he left on my heart. I couldn't deal with knowing that spiritually we were apart...
In his return, it would all heal. And since those 3 months, he hasn't left. Because just how it affected me it affected him too.. and this is how I know. I know, I know. And to this day, we're inseparable.
I believe the very worst way that someone would break another persons heart is by falling out of love with them.
Picture this. You are with the one person that you love more than life itself. They are your best friend and lover. You always get along,rarely fight, and you see absolutely no flaws in your relationship.
Then one day, they come home to tell you their moving out and no longer want to be with you. Your hearts pounding, you feel like your stuck in a bad dream but can't wake up. You keep asking them why? Even though they've already told you but you still don't believe it. Their words continue to echo in your ears and through your every fiber. "I love you but I'm just not in love with you anymore."
Cheating.
There is absolutely no worse feeling in the world than finding out you've been cheated on. Personally, I'd rather be straight up broken up with than have to find out my partner was seeing somebody else behind my back. You spend time and effort and you put yourself out there for a person until they gain your trust, and then they rip it all from your hands in an instant. It's worse than just losing a significant other. You lose part of yourself. You lose the ability to trust others in fear they may take it and shatter it all over again. But if you find yourself in the situation where you've been cheated on, think about it this way: If they cheated on you and you were willing to give them your all, they actually cheated themselves out of true loyalty. It's their own loss more than yours. They made this decision on their own, and although it may hurt at first, you'll be the one that comes out on top in the long run.