i'll show you that place

where reality and dreams collide

because i know it exists

the boundary of knowledge

that keeps us going further and

i am a dreamer

with a plenty of hope

and not a penny by my side

My head rang. Everything looked fuzzy. I could hear people shouting at me, but it sounded muffled. I tried to move my arms, but they wouldn't budge. All I could do was look around and guess at my surroundings.

But then things started to go black at the edges. It got harder to keep my eyes open. My body felt heavy. I tried to say something, but I couldn't tell if it came out right.

Just as suddenly as I started feeling that way, it stopped. I felt light as a feather. My eyes opened all the way and I could move around freely. I looked around curiously and froze.

Beneath me was...me. People were gathered around me, trying to revive me. "I died?"

I had to take a moment to try and figure this out. The only thing that came to mind was, "not again".

We've been together for a year and half now. Every day I fall for you more and more. You are my angel. My light. My everything. Ever since I first saw you. My first day working. You walked in hurried. Went straight to the back to clock in and find your position for the day. I just couldn't stop staring. You were mesmerizing. After a few weeks of us talking I finally got the guts to ask you out. It was a little weird though since the girl(me) had made the first move. You said yes and I became the happiest person alive. Everything you did made me smile. Every word was captivating. I got butterflies just thinking of you. The first few months were amazing. After a year I fell deeper, but you seemed to become distant. Everything was falling apart. I went from being happy miserable. Why does this always happen. I can never be happy for too long. As we are being torn apart all I can think is "Not Again"!