Hey. I've never had a boyfriend, so I guess I can't give you real advice. But I do know that you should not run away. Don't become a shell of yourself. Don't think the world has ended, because it hasn't. Don't become depressed.
Give yourself time for your heart to patch up. I'm not saying you'll be the same after it. But you'll be better. Better is, well, better. Drink some tea. Write out your feelings. Hang out with friends. Read a super good book.
Friends help a lot. If you claim you don't have "good" friends, try and make some. They are a shoulder to cry on, and are there for you.
Be positive. As I said before, the world has not ended.
There you are.
Advice from a girl who's never had a boyfriend.
do not uproot yourself just because there are weeds growing in your heart
do not uproot yourself just because he plucked your petals
put on your war paint
and bloom
your tears can grow daisies
and your love can build mountains-
do not let him make an avalanche out of you
the shade of the evergreens will try to fool your sense of self-
don't listen to their whispers
he did not make you strong-
he only stunted your growth
if he makes you feel like
the soil beneath your fingertips,
remember
you are beautiful
in everything you do
the sun can't hold a candle to you
crusted over with a sugary but bitter sweet
First of all, move to another country? Now that's intense. Well anyways, here's a poem for you
这此时此地铁路局面的形成:
buried in chocolates
mountains of crystal
shattering in my hand
a glass heart
with wooden eyes
that's what you were
an empty shard
of broken love
you never saw the best in me
the wood
too adjusted to darkness
all those years spent in the shadows
you release it on me
a skittering mouse
that runs
runs
runs
away from you
that's what I am
that's what you saw