Not lovers just in-love
You’re making it impossible for me
I need you to leave me alone
Resisting you is scary
My vision is obscured
I said “no”, I said “never”
And yet here I am again
Let me move ahead
Let me be free
You were never my lover
And yet I’m barely keeping myself afloat
I doubt you care
And yet I want to be embraced in you glory
I adore you even if being around you is deadly
You’re the dream I have want to end
I want you near when I’m scared
But I also want to leave you be
A smile and a hello
And I feel as if I were on a feather
I’m in another universe when we’re together
Everyone and everything becomes blurry
I’m at home
You make me forget
You let me be me
You strike all the right chords
But I have to remember you’re what I feared
I have to remember we can’t be together
It’s not meant to be
Please don’t tell you are sorry
I’m living with a regret
I need to let you go I suppose
With or without you I’ll have no control
I’m still sure you don’t care
For now I’ll just pretend
Maybe in the future we’ll come together
Whenever you’re ready sadly I’ll be there in a hurry
For now we’ll both just run free