Things still do not unfold

It's a story untold

With reality on hold

In warmth, in cold

It'll never bath in gold

It is just a blindfold

It has my soul sold

Leaving me uncontrolled

As if i am paroled

Am i again remold-

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Her raped soul

It would never heal

Even not with old scars

A tibetan wave of mystic

Tried to mend the rifts in

The stitched bloodskin

In a foreign language

Her thoughts quarreled with

Tortured experiences

Even the muses had a bad time-

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From the mirror

My shattered image

Patched the cracks in my soul

I saw my shadow vague

On the sins of my life

And all i knew was

Life is only seen

In reflections of a mirror-

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There

Where her shadow

Paints her body on the wall

There

Where she smiles

Her voice soft calls

There

Where she longs for me

There

Is where i want to be-

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feelings shake like trees

confusions are like bees

buzzing as if they sneeze

of depth a striptease

felt the gentle breeze

in longing it did squeeze

given to make please

will it now feel unease-

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throwing up                                                 

             with a sour taste    

sometimes the world                                     

     sucks-                             

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Two fakes

A pharisaic truth-

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She has a way

Of turning my mood

In split seconds

And make my soul

Vomit inside my heart

For i don't know

And feeling insecure

Makes me doubt

I'm fragile in confusion

Will love ever grow

As it should be

For she and me seems

To be our desteny-

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I've seen

A falling star

But if i'd made a wish

It wouldn't go far-

©gilly20180814