You brush her blonde hair back behind her ear

muttering "i love you" while you kiss her neck 

and run your finger down her perfect body, 

no wonder you left me for her

perfect skin, perfect teeth, perfect body

i am nothing

i want you so desperately to be happy

but at what expense? the expense of my

heart and my happiness? 

i am dying inside, more dead than i already am

i stand in the corner knowing i should leave

but i can't tear my eyes away

the way you look at her

your eyes glisten and shine

you mouth curls up into your cute little smile

you never looked at me that way

i am nothing

i want to know why but i already know the answer

she is summer happy and warm

i am winter cold and isolated

she is your favorite sweater, warm and loving

i am your raged t-shirt, wrinkled and in the trash

she is your favorite rock song, always cheers you up when you are sad

i am a classical song, boring and repetitive 

she is everything

i am nothing

Where did you come from?

How do i know you are real

I want to believe

I can't give my life

To something i cannot see

Your spirit can't consume me

I can't see the truth

i will never understand

but one day i hope

i wil find the truth