old gods
the marble floor cracks and crumbles as forget-me-nots unfurl from old openings made new again between two-pronged hooves. the french church is silent, the breath of wind through gaping, time-crafted windows being the only disturbance in ages, bending the grass in prayer as no one had in living memory. now, antlers of an unknown being interrupt spears of light given form by stagnant dust, a trail of young greenery sprouting in the creature’s wake. the unannounced beast, surrounded by relics of a day past, bows its head in knowing memory of the individuals who once found reverence here. it is aware of the existence of this place. it knows what it represents. a place of god, but not the first. this one was merely an amalgamation of the forces of existence that preceded it, deities in their own right, but not often remembered as such. regardless of knowledge, the old gods exist still, finding solace in a dead place of worship, trailed by new life. yes, they are still here. forgotten, but not forgetting.
Avoidance
So what aren’t we talking about?
Dreaded words
poised to provoke
metacognition
a magnifying glass
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I compartmentalize
all I am is boxes
some of which live
but some never leave the shelf
or the basement
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She is a box knife
What’s in this one?
She dissects
and reforms
She is sunlight
touching dusty places
and sometimes the dust
brews storms
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Without rain
the world is a desert
but I fear being lost at sea
Being afraid is okay
But don’t let it control you
She is a life raft
and an oracle who sees
solid ground