Murderous Love

Pull my hair

Pin me down

Grab my throat

Throw me around

Hot right?

.....

Wrong

So...So...Wrong

We aren't in bed

Making love

No, my honey

He's doing this all for fun

For his own amusement

He beats me

I try to leave

But I can't seem to break free

Push and shove

Fall and cry out

He kicks my ribs

As he shouts

I want to go

I want to leave

But there's no way out

He made sure that message was received

He hurt me

He made me bleed

I thought he loved me

I was so stupid and naive

After every fight

He used to pull me close

That was at first

That was a while ago

Now

He pushes me away

At the same time

Making me stay

I no longer love him

As you can tell

I wish he would suffer

He deserves that well

I get so sick of it

So one night

I make the decision

During yet another fight

He falls asleep

I leave the room

Getting ready

For him to meet his doom

I go to the kitchen

And grab a knife

Not thinking about the fact

I'm about to take a life

Granted, he's not really a person

More like a demon I'd say 

But he will be perished

Before day so much as breaks

I walk back to the room

Knife in hand

I'm going to do

Just as I planned

Hovering above

His sleeping body

My soul's gone

I'm nothing but a zombie

I plunge the knife

Into his chest

With more power

than I knew I possessed

Blood poors

Everywhere

All over my body

All in my hair

At least it's over now

He's gone

I no longer need

Anyone else to count or rely on