MY LIFE

You ask me about my life

My life full of pains and sufferings

Pains hurt the heart

Sufferings kill the soul

I cannot escape life

Life I am not living

People say life is fair

Fairness I cannot see

I cannot become free

Trapped in world without love

Flying to the star is my dream

Dream I want to reach

Many smiles are too little

Few tears are too much

Sadness and regrets are the only things I feel

These feelings stay in my heart

I feel for every moment

Moment that feels very empty

But emptiness is not in my heart

My heart only echoes my feelings

Someone say life is about choice

Choice I rarely have

Happiness is one thing I want the most

Still it won't come to me

People told me to keep my hope

Hope is necessary to continue life

I really do not have other way

Even when it is the last thing I can do

My best friend said I should not give up

Acting is the only way to survive

Still I cannot mask it any longer

I may choose to run away from my life