The Rise and Fall of Friendships and Lovers

As tears line my waterlines, I cannot help but allow them to spill over and drip 

down

down

down. 

Down to the depths with my friendships forged among Hell's cruelest beings. 

Down with the shipwreck my heart has been swallowed up in. 

Down with the boy who broke my heart when all I wanted was to make his whole.

Down with the girl who broke my heart even worse because, whats's that saying, friends can break your heart worse than lovers? 

Even as I sit here and write, I cannot help but want my presence to be filled with these special people who used to lift me 

up

up

up. 

Up when all I wanted was to curl into a ball and allow myself to be taken over by inner demons.

Up when the world as I knew it was crashing into shambles around me.

Up when the only thing I was capable of was crumbling to pieces with despair.

Up into dreamland, but they must have stayed up there because I can't seem to find them here in the real world anymore..