Walls

Im crying,Im changing,Im dying inside,my soul I am slaying,my feelings I hide.Break down my walls and save me I shout!But nobody hears me,they'll not help me out.Im disappearing,Im foreign,my mind has a mind of its own,even on the inside I can't feel at home.Someone preserve me,make it alright,don't leave me alone in the darkness tonight.Im sick,Im weak,my body is weary,my burdens are heavy,my eyes they are teary.There's no doctor inside try and fix it myself,soo much time this does take,but there's nobody else.Im trying,Im failing,my spirit is worn,on the outside Im fine,on the inside Im torn.Does noone care enough to see what's behind these walls I've built for me?I've gotten tired of waiting,tried meeting half way,but Im back at the bottom the end of each day.If noone cares,then why should I?Is it behind my walls that I shall die?

 by: Heather Hughes