Not today.

I surround myself with pictures and sounds - never stopping, never ending. 

My mind never gets the opportunity to find its own path and can therefor never go there. More lights please. Maybe turn up the music a bit? 

I leave my house to hunt for something new. Same old dull rooms isn't working anymore - it has to stop, it has to end. 

My smile attracts the attention of a stranger whom for a second or two can distract my mind. 

Yes, please do kiss me. Deeper. 

Another success and another day passed without that path. Maybe one day, if I'm in luck, it will have stopped and even ended.