Good Bye Heart Break

Have you ever spent months crying over someone, only to have them come back to you out of the blue? I have. I've spent the past several months crying over someone who became a ghost to me. He haunted me in my dreams, in my walking life. I never thought I'd see him again, only to be proved wrong.

I realized he never really gave a damn about me. Maybe somewhat he cared, but it wasn't good for me. To love him. To wait for him. To say it's ok, come back whenever you want.

So I saw him after four months of silence, and then I gave him a pretty little letter. I left it in the middle of the night for him to find. And then I walked away.

The funny thing is that I have no energy to even cry. I just wave my hand and let him go. I can't make him stay or make him love me. So I wave. Bye now. I'm relieved. The feeling coming over me, I know that better days are ahead.

I'm so relieved that it's finally over.

Phew.