what are we fighting for why are we still believing in hope,I’m tired of waiting for my paradise and I don’t think I can make it till the sunrise you say to yourself only one more pill I’ll be there in heaven but god do you accept the demented and broken. Do you accept the mistakes, I'm gonna lose my soul tonight I gonna sleep through the darkness and the sunny days, and never wake but that’s what you wanted depression you wanted me to jump over the balcony and never wake but I won this time I slept through the cuts the scars,the attempts .won’t you just let me sleep you ravenous devil I did what you asked why are you so mad I attempted but I didn’t commit to this You chained my brain to an electric chair and locked my soul in my throat you told me only if you hang yourself and you will release my soul and then you’ll be finally free.This would cost my life at the time of my decisions I didn’t realize that my life was worth something so I sold my soul to hades.So I overdose comatose on this imagination fragmentation of reality that my sadness would go away at the time I didn’t know it was madness.I didn’t realize that my depression was slowly killing me and billing with me negative thoughts so I bought into it and got hurt.

Depression sucks