Let out the pain
This isn't pretty
This won't rhyme
This is not poetry
This is just another attempt to feel happy
No not even that
It's another way to try to stay kicking
Find a way to let the bad out
My own doubt
I'll never be valid
I'll never be accepted
Not gay enough for gay
Not straight enough for straight
Just confused and excluded
From everyone
I'll never be loved
Never be cared about
Because in my head the voices tell me
They tell they all hate me
What's the use in being with my friends?
If I know they secretly all despise me
Idiot
Mean
Bitch
Overly emotional
Psychopathic
Uncaring
Insensitive
Unimportant
Useless
Over sensitive
This is just what I am today, yesterday, and the days before that.
God only knows if it will ever go away
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