Stupid

Why did something click in my friends' heads' when we got in high school? I can't relate to them anymore. I can't laugh with them anymore.

I just feel like a big stupid log trying to tag along. 

I thought I would maybe have a close friend again when you and I started doing stuff with songs after school. We were going to work together, create something. Perform at the concert. But no, I'm not talented enough to participate in something like that. 

Now it's your song, and her violin. How could I be so stupid as to think that someone would actual appreciate me and want me.

I start writing my own song, you listen to me play what I have. You say you'll help me, I write music, you write lyrics. That was two days ago. I think you already forgot. 

This all confirms why I'm ignored before school, during lunch. None of them care for me anymore.

It's good to know that I'm really not important to anyone. At least now I can stay in my right spot.