A Reminder

I was quickly reminded, you texted me asking if you could come over, of just how much one person can break another persons heart.

You texted me having just left a party. Drunk and a little high. I should've known better. When you got here you told me that you just came over for a quick dip. That hurt. I suppose I should be happy that you thought of me through your haze.

It could have been worse, I tell myself as I sit on the cold bathroom floor. He could have texted another girl. Like he did three years ago. 'Remember, that was the reason you left him.' My brain is yelling at me, my eyes screaming at me, my heart sobbing for me.

Why did I let you in when you were the one who made me put my walls up in the first place?