The darkness within

Seeping through the cracks,

of my own abyss,

too scared to look back,

waiting patiently for death’s kiss,

breathe in,

wait, too late, the screens gone black,

my fragile self begins to split,

aiming daggers at myself ready to attack,

head down low ready to submit,

bracing for the impact,

this is the darkness within,

and finally my soul is trapped,

leaving me too cold to react,

The darkness within has already unwrapped,

Ruining everything I want intact,

All my negativity is already mapped,

I feel it coming but I’m never exact,

paranoid? I feel like a maniac,

The darkness within you can’t contract.

Sixty seconds later how do I act,

Light returns, back on track,

Another day living with this darkness untapped.