My Heart Stopped Today...

You said you loved me and you said it with devotion, I finally believed you and then there wasn't any emotion. You told me soon, soon you'd make love to me, yet once again you looked right through my eyes, you didn't see. I gave you my entire heart, one only given to a few, why didn't you cherish it the way I cherished you.

My heart stopped beating today, I felt your lies prickling down my spine, the ones you said so easy, the ones that were unkind. Know this heart that loved you was pure, it loved you completely, I knew this for sure. As it beat one last beat and then went calmly silent, I felt the pain pass through me, the act was violent.

I don't know you and you don't know me, we're as far apart as two souls can be. I know now you never shared the same thoughts as I, the love you shared was only a lie. I gave my body freely to yours, now wondering what you felt, how you pretended through the hours.

I know now we only became strangers the longer we stayed together, the excitement from the beginning was now gone forever. We can walk away with an understanding it was just a fleeting moment we needed to share, or we can forget all together, never again to acknowledge the other, forget we were ever there.

Still my heart has come to its final beat, it slowly starts to stop until no longer is it complete. It's now gone, no longer will it give life to this existence, it had felt death, this is the final hour, it has given its last breath.

My heart is dead!