A Letter to Reality

Dear Reality,

I'm tired of living this way. Living through all this pain and suffering. You've offered me nothing but endless suffering, endless drama, endless loss, endless stress, endless fears, endless tears, and endless heart break. You've given me nothing but misery. So much misery that I don't want to live this life anymore!

I guess my question to you is why? Why allow me to suffer? Why give me people who only bully and discourage me? Why do you introduce me to love ones just to take them away later on? Why welcome stress into my life? Why fill this world with fear at every corner? Why do you allow my heart to easily fall in love with another just so it could be shattered over and over again? And why do you allow me to be alone, suffering from severe depression and producing endless tears instead of sending someone to comfort me? Someone to save me?

Save your words! Your words are nothing but lies. Lies that give me false hope. Lies that constantly bring me down. Lies that always feel like a dagger being jammed into my back. And lies that always leave my heart shattered because I made the huge mistake of believing and trusting you.

I'm done with you. And I'm done with your false benefits. I hope we never cross paths in the later future.

Sincerely

S.W Blossom