Not Fully Knowing

What's going on with me my body begins to warm up,my head begins to ache,and I start to become weary.On the outside i'm having a great time everything is alright and I feel as nothing could go wrong but my mind is telling me otherwise.Am I just overthinking,am I being paranoid,should I just brush these thoughts aside and follow the path I am in or should I listen to the voices.I am anxious I don't know what to do ,I feel trapped with all these thoughts flowing through my brain,WHAT IS GOING ON!Is everything okay?Shoud I stop taking such small problems and overthinking them.They always start as little signs and my brain always converts them to stress and conflict.Why are these not good signs?They are always ominous.As if the signs weren't bad enough the dreams I have make the paranoia worse.These signs always match up with the dreams I have.Will the things that happen in my dreams actually happen?!?!?!I DON'T KNOW!!....I don't know fully....