Good Luck!
@Burkes98 -
Write. Write every darn day. Write when you are happy, sad, and every shade in between. Write for fun of heart. Write for depth of soul. Write to entertain and to inspire. Write when you cannot bear the thought of writing and find a way to write when there is nothing else you would rather do but everything seems to be in the way.
Force yourself sometimes to write pithy. Force yourself some time to write verbosely. Force yourself to just write, because it is a part of you that need to be nurtured.
Revisit your writing. Date it and return to it on anniversaries. Remember where you were then and how far you have come. The negative writing suddenly might have meaning with a year of wisdom behind it.
You are young and seem to have a spark of a writer. So the best advice to give, is to just write and never look back.