Hi.

It's nice to meat you.

My name is Rei. Online at least.

I have over a hundred self harm scars.

I have lost twelve people to suicide. Online and off over the span of eight years.

I've been in to many fights to count since my 7th grade year.

I have attempted suicide a total of four times.

I have been depressed and lived with anxiety for eight years now.

I've been bullied for my sexuality.

I've had two past abusive relationships..

Yet, despite all that, I'm loved by a few fantastic friends and a girl that I wouldn't trade for the world. And I am happy.

I'm about to go to college and move out of my parents house after saving for a year now from my full time job.

I only say this as a point. because you're past can't hold you back as long as you put one foot in front of the next. There's always hope no matter how bad it gets. You can move on. Just be brave.

Trust me. I'm no soldier ,but I've seen a war. And, after 8 years, I'm now coming home.

Finally.