I missed you.

It's so amazing to me to how when I'm with you, everything just pulls together. I don't feel so broken, so lost, so afraid of the world. I don't feel scared when I'm with you. When you're mine and I'm yours. The thing we share is so much more, worth so much more than to be described with the word "love". What we have is, our bad days, our grumpy days, our sadness, our pain. It is also our laughter and our smiles, it's our snuggles and not being able to be in the same room without touching in some way. You see those photos about people saying real couples don't touch every night when they sleep. That's never been you and me. Three years plus and we touch each other and get tangled up in each other every time we're in the same bed. You make my heart warm, you make it beat so fast when I don't want it to beat at all. You remind me I'm alive, that it's okay to be broken because I will heal. I never go without feeling how much you love me, how special you make me feel. When I found you and you found me in this life, you not only became my sweetheart but you became my best friend in life. You are all I could ever want or ask for in a person. You are my forever. I missed you so much my soul ached.