after after ???

I saved all my feelings for you 

I saved the cigars 

butts 

and 

the half empty bottles 

I stole 

the car 

today 

so me and you can drive away 

I called off work 

so me and you 

can 

finish 

what we

started 

in the back of trunk 

I drove to the back roads 

and rode through 

you slowly 

bumping pebbles 

hitting speed bumps 

running through stop signs 

sex isn't beautiful as movies screen 

I was young and stupid 

I could have been making money 

but called off work to fuck you 

and I wasn't making any money 

I was too busy making babies

I was young and stupid 

Now I am looking at the mess we made 

a house full of kids 

baby bottles filled with alcohol for me 

baby bottles filled with milk for the babies 

just one more sip 

and my tears

will sink into 

the used condom 

we left in the trunk of the car 

pay attention in sex ed kids