LIFE: The Biggest Troll

Life is really a joke. Think about it. One you're born, your death clock starts ticking. You're dying when you're living. People in life. Those people will die. The people you love and the people you don't. They will die. You will never know when or how. More on people. They treat other people like shit and don't care about many other people's well being. I care about people. You never know what people go through. My mom, is a white Woman who runs a business seen for the black community. She right now owns a beauty and barber shop. We're doing alright for ourselves kinda. We've just peaked super low middle class. My mom was at rock bottom at one point in her life. Straight up, she was beaten, raped, poor her whole life. My mom was pregnant with me at 15. Guess how old my dad was? 35. My mom is now 32. My dad is 52. I've never met him. He was a crack addict and fucked up my moms life. My mom got away from it. Now she's done something. Life doesn't care about you. Surprisingly it is technically fair if it's unfair to everyone. I do know that. But people will fuck up your feelings, play with your heart, and not care. I used to weigh 210. I was 14. I was picked on and bullied a lot. Right now at 15, 145. I only have one body. So I decided to get it together. But that doesn't change people's minds about you. Once you make a mistake, people will hold you on that. No matter what. That's how the prison system works. Once you fuck up, shit gets bad to worse. People will waste their one life. Life isn't a Nintendo game. You don't get a 1 Up. You get this life and that's it. Life is something we have to make for ourself. We wanna be something big, gotta do it. Got plans? Go through with it. Life is a joke, but it's a joke you get to tell. My plan is to be happy and successful with what I wanna do in life. We ain't gonna be around for ever, so fuck it. Don't love everyday as your last, but live it as you don't know if you'll be alive tomorrow. Be reasonable with the things you do in life. Accept change in life because life will always change. We have to keep up at life's pace. But during your life, make something of yourself. Life is the joke, make your life the most successful one. That's my plan. To live the best joke ever. But a joke I like.

(This is probably all over the place, but in all realness, life is a joke and we have to go with it and turn it into a joke that we wanna live. The joke is on us. Do what you want with life, you don't have to take advice from me, but live the life you personally wanna live. It's yours and you only get one. Most people die at 25 because they never live the rest of their life. When people get on their death bed, most people regret not living the life and making the most of it. Live the life you won't regret. That's my life lesson so far. Live it and love it. )