Sorry

I'm sorry for everything

For my stupid habits I'm not strong enough to control

For the way I flinch at loud noises

For not being strong enough to be great in gym

For my scars and marks I can't erase

For the piles of wasted food flushed down the toilet

For not being able to ignore my thoughts

For my stupid want to always be around you

For the relapse I never told you about

For not wanting to live

I

am

so

sorry

For not dying