Thoughts that kill.

I have taught myself not to think about you often.

But when my mind wanders I find myself thinking about you and all the memories we had.

I now try my hardest to keep busy so my thoughts don't wander back to you, and that my mind never wanders into its deepest imaginations.

Every time my mind wanders to you my heart breaks just a little more then before.

I know that your thoughts wander as well, but I also know that it never wanders to me, and that I never cross your mind as much as you cross mine.