Fuck It All

Tell em what it is, I'm takin' great strides

Hood niggas, hipsters, I ain't trying to take sides

Ex-Girlfriend on my mind, she really fucked me up

Doing shots of whiskey 'till my friends are saying that's enough

I really really miss her, sometimes I wanna fuck it all

Mix some warm Guinness with 20 tablets of Tylenol

Call em while I'm drifting off, tell her that I love her so

Parents crying harder cause I didn't even leave a note

Saying that I'm selfish and I'm sorry that I left

But it hurts so much to wake up and I left you guys a check

Cause I ain't fucking happy, you don't know shit about me

I think it started when she said she happier without me

I really can't blame her cause I'm happier without me

I don't see what girls are seeing when they say their all about me

I'm scared they wanna trap me, these all hoes are all liars

I double bag my shit and never cum while I'm inside her

I used to be a sweet dude, now I'm so angry

Look at what these girls and these fake niggas made me

Cry when I'm writing, I don't really know why

I think it's cause I can't really see myself an old guy

And that scares me, I wanna be around a while

But I feel my purpose goes beyond having raised a child

Bright lights, they tend to burn out fast

So I shine bright, But I'm scared that it won't last