Lonely.
Ever felt so lonely that your skin is cold with it?
Nobody to talk to who's really going to listen.
Nobody to listen to. Nobody who really wants your conversation.
It's a continuous circle of silence.
Even when the room is crowded, you're hopelessly alone.
Ever got to that point when you answer your own questions? Of course you have. Who hasn't?
But having full conversations in your head is different, right?
Feel like you're aimlessly going from one area to another, just because that's what it's supposed to be like? How about the false smiles? For me it's a completely false sense of security. But it's there nonetheless.
Smiles and laughter hurt just as much as tears, but people don't always see that.
Should you see it?
Should you know about the madness that secretly invades an individual persons mind? I don't think you should.
How could you know,
Unless they're telling you.