Lost In Thoughts

I'm afraid of writing

I mean...

My thoughts are hiding 

Not to stand up and fighting 

I'm afraid of writing 

Because my thoughts ARE fighting 

To make the darkside brighten 

And racing one another

To draw it on the screen

I mean...

This is just a little too much for me

And maybe too much for others to see

Though writing sets my soul free!

I don't like to fall down on my knee

When my thoughts drift and taking over me

But writing is not the problem 

In fact, it sets my soul free 

And who cares anyway

Was colorful my ink or gray

I'm just afraid of writing 

I feel so scared when my thoughts are fighting 

And every piece shatters to million pieces 

From Earth to Mars and loses in outer space

From love to knowledge to mysteries and science 

From worms in mud to sunshine in the sky 

And the dark place of emptiness and abyss.