Entry #2

Understanding is one of the hardest things humans can achieve. Understanding others and themselves. Understanding beliefs, selfishness, cruel decisions. Understanding the universe.

I wish I could understand myself and my own decisions. Understand that, judgment and insecurities are a shallow thing that runs in the bare surface of who we are as a being. That those thoughts, they do not and will not represent who we are.

We tend to think about others in our own selfish and humane perspective. Never dare to see them in their own eyes and understand that they are also learning and trying to be better, because they have thoughts and mindsets of their own and that they don't always fit with ours. But others are not wrong, the same way we are not wrong either.

I don't think we are ever completely wrong or completely right. It's always about the mindset and ideas crafted into our heads. So how can anyone be perfect if everyone has a different definition of what perfect is?

Not understanding ourselves, others or the world make humanity what it is. And I think its beautiful. 

The only thing I solely wish we could all understand, is the act that we are all constantly growing as people and that as a river, we flow towards where our path wants us.

Understanding, I think, is unrequited. And I think that that thought is beautiful, the same way humanity is.