Soundless words.

As she walked away with that same look on her face, Jayden clenched his fingers into fists and punched the wall. He had never been a able to articulate his feelings or emotions well, but this time he'd prayed he'd be able to tell her. He hadn't been able to and this was probably the last time he'd ever see her. His heart hurt and he felt like crying. She...The person who had become everything to him, who had made him live again, who had given him back love and hope...She was gone and he couldn't tell her. Damn it! Why? Why was he unable to tell her how he felt, how much he owed her, how her smile had saved him? She was his world, but he had let her go without telling her the most important thing. Fate had always hated him and loved ripping whatever he held dear away. This time he had hoped it would be different...No, that was not permitted. His final conversation with her replayed in his head and he finally fell to his knees and covered his face with his hands. 

"Alana...I wish you knew exactly what I meant..."