Do Not Resuscitate

I told you what I wanted

We sealed it with a kiss

You knew that I was bitter

Made of vinegar & piss

I pulled apart my own chest

Watched you crawl inside

Your fingers curled around my heart

Assumed my blood was purified

But then you shoot me up

Filled my veins with your disease

But then you shoot me down

Broken ribs & bloody knees

I tasted lies upon your lips

Swallowed every single drop

You're a venomous enigma

A cyanide-dipped lollipop 

I endured your provocations

An opiated pseudo home

Your love facade began to fade

Colors drained to monochrome

And then you shoot me up

Spreading through me like a cancer

And then you shoot me down

My relentless necromancer