Gulp

*Sweating.....

* I am stupid, I am stupid

What did I just eat?   I should wash my hands.....

I wish my boob was the same size as my other one....

Joe probably thinks the same thing...

Oh god, they are going to be back soon from the carnival!  Oh, and I left the beer in the freezer!

I am not creative at all......I am such a wannabe... that is why I can't think like..........Stephen King!  Did he get writer's block? Of course he did.... probably did a lot of coke too.... I mean, come on.  How does someone write so much! I can hardly finish a sentence  without feeling the pull... like a friggin' lead pipe is jammed between my two brain lobes... or hemispheres..whatever.... Google the crap out of everything since I never paid attention in school.... wish I would of paid attention...  So what do I write about now? Maybe I shouldn't write at all...I suck. i suck i suck i suck   SUCK  SUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK !!   I am going to drink those beers now.