Entry #8

Veganism changed me. It changed my mind and my soul. I started seeing everything different, as if all my life I had seen everything through a foggy mirror and finally I had seen through it.

But how could I be happy when people around me didn't listen? How could I be happy if my strongest, constant thought was alone; voiceless?

There was a quote I thought about constantly:

"Is it better to live in a lie and be happy?

Or know the truth and live in pain?"

I sometimes didn't know which one was a better choice, at the end.

Because I was afraid of burning inside out, afraid that the idea of being lied to would consume me. Afraid everyone fell into the lie that was life and flow with it like a moving river. Afraid the illusion would guide everyone forever.

Including me.