Anorexia

-Rei

I am so god damn hungry

But I don't think I'm going to eat today.

Not because money or time prevents me so but because maybe the meal I would've had today might make me a pound fatter.

And I know I'm a stick but I don't want to risk it. But it's less about want. More about need. I need to be skinny. I need to be small and strong. I need to be perfect..

so I won't eat today and maybe I'll starve to death but at least I'd die as a perfect corpse.