After 5 years

I was nervous. Blushed cheeks, sweaty palms and warm ears, all of them became apparent when I saw him. I have been talking to him on the internet for 5 years now and it was the first time in all those years that we were meeting. After a nice dinner, and not much talking we went to my apartment. I took shower and put on my favourite body mist and was all very excited to feel the touch of the man I have been talking for so long and was almost in love with. I slipped into my shorts and joined him under the blanket in my bed. With laptop on his laps, he asked me that if I would like to listen to romantic slow songs. I said that yes, sure! He dimmed the lights of the room. The vibes and the ambience indicated the love all around. Bodies were warm, breaths were fast, hearts were pounding really hard and the kiss happened. Feeling the soft flesh of his lips and tongue over mine was surreal. He slid his hand down there and I realized that what a pool of juices I had made. The hot love-making followed and continued for the whole night. I expected a proposal to be his girl friend next morning after that perfect night and those personal and detailed chats of our lives for 5 years. Dawn arrived and we were both up but still in the bed and he pulled out his wallet and showed me the photo of his daughter. I was shocked to know that he has a daughter, but it did not lessened my love for him, until he said, "I love my daughter and MY WIFE very much. Would you like to be my sex buddy? I loved making love to you the last night, it was........" I walked away to the washroom before he could say anything more. Why did he never mentioned that he is married and has a family. I took shower washing away my mixed set of emotions.

Fucked up night it was! May be I had expected too much of an internet stranger. Such a naive I was!

Never fall in love over the internet.

I was generous enough to offer him a breakfast though! :p