The inside-combat

that fake persona, that perfect girl facade,

in your heart you know that won’t aid.

heavy heart and plastered smiles,

different people and different styles.

your perfect disguise, those ideal simulations,

won’t help you to get away from rejections.

don’t be a fretter,

you deserve so much better.

despite their promises people upset her,

they forget her,

they distress her,

despite all efforts, yet it’s her.

so she reminds herself to not care about people,

you know they’re evil”

but that’s not enough to avoid an emotional upheaval,

because she’s shattered beyond retrieval.

but still you know, her hobby is making other’s smile,

her hobby is walking that extra mile,

and no one can stop her from doing that

none can save her soul from the combat between her mind and her heart.

no one can stop her from silently killing herself,

no one can save her from her own stubborn self.

but, before you endure pain some more

or you fall for that boy next door

before your decisions you deplore

or crying makes your eyes so sore

before you make any other decision

just remember,

when things go wrong or when you’re in distress

you don’t need to stress

just brace yourself and know you’re special

because no matter what happens, you deserve better!!