Soliloquy of a lifetime
I don't feel honoured when you get lost in my dreams
These wet roses, if I crash them they die
But their perfume lives forever in these hands of mine
You have shown yourself as a ghost because you think I will crush you in your real form.
You paid me to love you
You promised me dust to dust and ashes to ashes as my reward,
That's double fold
You claim I step your boundaries in loving you
You go crazy when you dry your clothes and I pray for rainfall
You never bother to ask me about my intentions
You throw those shoes away because the demons tighten them around your little feet
Your soul has been demonised
You said you are sorry
That you aren't ready for any conversations
But you kept on with the soliloquy
Speaking out loud, slept naked on the thorns and the bruises clothed your body.
You are always in the mood to be alone
Why then did you pay me to be your lover?
Why?
Ready to welcome the sun meanwhile your heart is a forest on fire.
Ready to rule a kingdom meanwhile you live in a graveyard.
And when I pray for rainfall,
You ask, why do I seek to wet your clothes
When I pray for a kingdom you ask questions that can only be answered by you
You are trying to fly on a left wing
How about I loan you a right wing with no conditions attached.